2014-01-04

Kiss the Rain

I often close my eyes and i can see you smile. You reach out for my hand and i'm woken from my dream. Although your heart is mine, its hollow inside i never had your love, and i never will. And every night i lie awake. Thinking, maybe you love me. Like i've always loved you. But how can you love me, like i loved you when. You can't even look me, straight in my eyes.

I've never felt this way. To be so in love , to have some one there, yet fiel so alone. Aren't you supposed tobe the one to wipe my tears, the one to say that you. Would never leave..

The waters calm and shill, my reflection is there. I see you holding me, but then you disappear. All that is left of you, is a memory. One that only, exists in my dreams. I don't know what hurts you. But i can feel it too and it just hurts so much to know that i can't do a thing. And deep down in my heart. Some how i just know. That no matter what i'll always love.. So why i am still here in the rain?